Importance...

I know I already wrote about it, 

but the past few days, I have been doing a lot of thinking. 

I guess this is good, 

but I've really been thinking about

us, 

how far we have come as a couple

and now how we are making such

big changes in our life

and yes they can be scary

but rewarding as well. 

Seeing a friend of mine in the hospital 

after delivering her beautiful 

little man

and holding him

really makes me realize how lucky we are

to be healthy enough to have babies

and to try our best to carry these

little guys and girls in our arms

and our bodies. 

There are so many things we as mothers, 

and fathers to be that we don't realize. 

Maybe this is a normal step for

a mother to be but 

getting here just makes me think 

of all the things that are coming, 

the months to come,

the people in our lives, 

the people that will 

welcome this little person

in their life. 

I'm not saying this is an easy process, 

this is the hardest I can say

I have ever worked at anything. 

Working with people, and people

with a mental illness or

retail
PIECE OF CAKE

compared to this. 

But hopefully I am lucky enough

to hold this little baby

and enjoy this life with my husband

and our dog!!!

I've continued reading this book

that we picked up when we first found out

back in March

and it keeps me thinking about things

that i didn't think about, 

or the different types of births.

Anyone else know the difference between

Lamaze, Bradley

Hypnobirthing, 

LeBoyer

method's? 

Have any of you used either of these

and can give some pointers

on why this worked for you?

Other than that, i'm sure I 

will not be sleeping tonight

anticipating how tomorrow will go. 

Hopefully Austin won't be late..

he's ALWAYS running late!!!

-Until Tomorrow-