D life, not E life,,

Diabetes life is not an Easy life..

I've been having those days, and well, 

weeks

when all day i feel low, when i'm not

don't feel low until

BAM

you fall over,

all of a sudden your dizzy,

your sight seems a little off,

you right hand is started to shake and you're not using it

you lips go numb

you feel this overwhelming 

earthquake within your body just about to BLOW

uggh.. 

I hate it when you can't do anything but shove your 

face and your numbers go up like 3 mg/dl. 

SO ANNOYING

I'm excited to see what is happening before i feel

like the way i do right now,

but seriously

I wish people that don't understand how difficult

diabetes can be, 

can take my shoes on a day like today .

I'd bet they'd want THEIR body back. 

on to another test and probably more 

glucose tabs..

...(fill in clever title here)....

This post is some-what of an 

update-news-busy-felt bad i didn't blog in a while

So, nothing is going on really,

however everything is?

Does that even make sense?

I feel like so much is flying right by us,

yet i feel like 1 day is 6.

I just finished my two weekends of 

fundraising for the JDRF Walk to the Cure

and I'm pretty excited that i continue to 

exceed my goal. 

This is my first year, and as i feel

many as all the diabetes

challenges I am going through this year.

Along those lines, 

I am not the holder of my Medtronic Minimed Paradigm Pump. 

It's all glory in it's blue-ness!!!

Along with that, 3 months of supplies, and 

about 

every single book you can imagine

Oh and my new meter. 

Get this people: I had ONE meter for almost 4 straight years. 

In the past 2 months I have had now 3 more. 

That's CRAZY!

I'm happy to start this new journey in my 

Dlife,

however, all of these doctor appointments each week, 

ARE 

a little draining. 

Like monday, i forgot to call in my blood sugars

from thursday to monday. 

I still haven't called. 

I'll do it on Thursday, tomorrow. 

I love my Endo, but I feel a virtual 

"spanking" 

for not calling. 

Hopefully next time i'll have more to say!

Hope you are all enjoying this 

BEAUTIFUL weather and pray this weekend

is NOT what they are predicting..

rain with a wintery mix. 

BARF...