two full time jobs....

As i've posted before and not too long ago

I am preparing myself 

and my body for the Insulin Pump. 

Not only is it still a little scary to me,

as I feel there will be LOTS of unknown's

but 

the prep work at making sure I am taking my blood sugar

every time I eat, 

PLUS 2 hours after

and then with this new insulin

I am on

seriously..

oh and not to mention, 

I am testing anywhere from 5-9 times a day right now

and use 6 different needles to inject insulin a DAY.

(I know some people reuse needles to save, 

but it gives me that rotten pain in the stomach when I think about it)

I also, in addition to these extra testings and Insulin Injections

I am also having to write down

every.

single

thing.

I.

put.

in.

my.

mouth. 

this includes amounts of items of course, like my sandwich yesterday

2/3 cup Buffalo Chicken Pieces

3 tomatoes

2 triangles of Provolone

approx. 1/2 Cup shredded lettuce

6 pickles

4 slice of cucumber

6inch Flatbread

7 pieces.slices of Green pepper

for ONE sandwich. 

This doesn't include my drink or soup. 

ugghh.. I know not EVERYONE can relate but this

is seriously a 

FULL TIME JOB. 

too bad I already have one, and bills can't pay themselves..

uggh..