Sometimes I feel like stranger in my own body
when I know how hard I work at
keeping my bloodsugars
within a healthy range and then no matter
how hard I try, or
what things I change
I continue to feel discouraged..
case in point
1. I started to drink protein/boost drinks
in the am to help keep my morning bloodsugars lowers,
because they have been running super high
and I can't figure out why it is happening.
It's not what I eat. It's not stress.
It isn't how i'm sleeping.
Hopefully my new endo can help. But I don't get
to see her until Tuesday.
And as of Jan 2nd this was the earliest I could see her.
2. I hate taking more and more insulin, to eat
three slices of bread for dinner
(well I made pizza out of it)
and just tea with splenda
and regardless my am bs is STILL HIGH.
3. Yesterday, as I went to pick up my insulin from my
they proceeded to yet again
give me my insulin from
the flippin racks.
Maybe I'm just SUPER
anal regarding the fact that I want my insulin to come straight
from the fridge. And it didn't.
I told them is this the new protocol for insulin and that I am not happy with this
can I fill out a comment card..
maybe some other explenation happened too.
Then what does the pharmacist say?
As rudely as one human can,
He sighed so ALL the other people in line could hear him
and said, "FINE, I'll give YOU ones from the Fridge"
as he roughly threw my existing insulin boxes
on the counter.
Why does it take 3 times and reminders and comment cards
for people to realize they shouldn't
mess with a Diabetic's
Does anyone else have this problem? So am I the only one who doesn't
have a mail order pharmacy to use.
Sometimes no matter how alone you aren't, this disease can
make you feel it, when you don't have answers
and people don't seem to listen.